disappointment

before,i thought i am the cream of the coup
after, i know i'm nothing.
before, i thought i'd the best supervisor
after, i knew i still'd them, just that i do not appreciate.
before, i thought i will definitely score well,
after, i knew that i may fail
before, i thought i'd covered everything.
after, i see nothing that i'd covered.
before, i aimed for great heights,
after, i aimed for nothing..

i;m just a useless student wasting my lecturers time and effort.