thoughts

suddenly you told me
that the end is near
that it is next year.
the 1st day of next year.
i started to think
think deeply
think hardly
why
why
why
why could it end like this?
and why?
why must it be like this?

you told me
you're afraid that we may longer meet each other in the next life
i tell you
i'm afraid too
much much afraid
very much afraid..
y
how
this couldn't be happening
we were just swaying towards our beautiful and hectic life..
trying to build our home together..
striving for success for our future..

and now
you tell me..
the end is near..
y
y should it be like this..

how much time left..
how much moments left..
i want to be with you..
i must spend my rest with you..

all i want is only you..